Closure.

I've been hearing Coldplay-The Scientist all day, which was weird because it had no correlation at all to what I felt or thought. I kept hitting the repeat button on YouTube like crazy, sang every sentences loudly. Sometimes I stared at the video, thoroughly looking all every expression that Chris Martin made. Realised that when I stared at myself on the mirror, and I couldn't make any expression.

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Hey, I felt numb.

I need to go outside. 

I need to see the sun sets. 

I need to see those city lights below me. 

I need to feel the night's air. 

I need a closure to these.

I need to go.
I asked you many times but you kept refusing it.

Oh, don't bind me.

-- 7.25 PM. 12th September 2015. updated above the hills. so good to see those city lights again.