Wish I could just tell you right now.
Wish I could redeem everything I've done,
I've decided,
I've felt.
Wish I could just tell you right now,
Sunday, 13 February 2011
Friday, 11 February 2011
Life Sucks.
Well, this is my first post on 2011. Happy Belated New Year, everybodyeaah! :)
Now, according to the title: Life Sucks. Yeah, who doesn't think like that? Every minute human wants to die because the life, is sucks. They feel hopeless, and somehow alone in this world. They blame everything: theirself, their circumstances, their friends, their parents, their family, even their God. You feel that life is really sucks so you end on waste everything.
But why don't they tried to understand the life itself?
I just wasting my Friday watching The Legend of Aang from the Book One till end. I loved watching this cartoon because there are so many I could learn there. Life, is included. And I already watched this cartoon for many times. Just because, I wanna be an Avatar.
You see, Aang was born as a current incarnation of the Avatar, the spirit of the planet manifested in human form. Aang was one of the Air Nomads, who taught him that all life is sacred. So because of that, he demonstrated his vegetarian beliefs by refusing to eat meat. (I wish I could) Then, in every war or fight, he chose negotiating over killing, or like what he did on Firelord Ozai. He took his bending instead.
Being an Avatar seemed both hard and easy. The easy side is, you could have the ability to master all four classical elements: water, earth, fire, air. When you could control all of those elements, you could even control the world. (or may I say, a Worldbender?) When you could control the world, life would be easier for you.
The hard side is the whole world is your burden. That wouldn't make your special ability an overcome. Life, wouldn't be as easier as controlling the world.
I just feel my life's load's been to much. And when I see my friend's tweet, she was whining about her fight with her parents. And she (I hope You don't allowed it, God!) prayed God took her life now. Well, how easy people think of death when they feel life is suck. Simply, I never thought of dead. People demanded to God to take their life in this state, but when God granted their wish, they're begging to give them more life. Sounds hypocrite, eh?
In the middle of my 'silent treatment' time, I just remembered one line that one of my friend ever told me, and I really treasured it until now: Hidup ini sebentar. Might as well have fun living it.
Still writing this alinea, I'm thinking about the words someone once told me about "just enjoying life, don't make it too hard. Positive thinking, and be optimistic." And an advice from my faraway friend that "being a positive thinking person is easy. Just don't too considered and life load only what is available."
I never enjoyed my life as well as the people I mentioned in this post. We're just thinking that our life is worthless than other. Thinking back about those words, make me feel so dumb, and blind. Enjoying the life is very easy. Oh shit, I start crying.
Only dead fish go with the flow.
Now, according to the title: Life Sucks. Yeah, who doesn't think like that? Every minute human wants to die because the life, is sucks. They feel hopeless, and somehow alone in this world. They blame everything: theirself, their circumstances, their friends, their parents, their family, even their God. You feel that life is really sucks so you end on waste everything.
But why don't they tried to understand the life itself?
I just wasting my Friday watching The Legend of Aang from the Book One till end. I loved watching this cartoon because there are so many I could learn there. Life, is included. And I already watched this cartoon for many times. Just because, I wanna be an Avatar.
You see, Aang was born as a current incarnation of the Avatar, the spirit of the planet manifested in human form. Aang was one of the Air Nomads, who taught him that all life is sacred. So because of that, he demonstrated his vegetarian beliefs by refusing to eat meat. (I wish I could) Then, in every war or fight, he chose negotiating over killing, or like what he did on Firelord Ozai. He took his bending instead.
Being an Avatar seemed both hard and easy. The easy side is, you could have the ability to master all four classical elements: water, earth, fire, air. When you could control all of those elements, you could even control the world. (or may I say, a Worldbender?) When you could control the world, life would be easier for you.
The hard side is the whole world is your burden. That wouldn't make your special ability an overcome. Life, wouldn't be as easier as controlling the world.
I just feel my life's load's been to much. And when I see my friend's tweet, she was whining about her fight with her parents. And she (I hope You don't allowed it, God!) prayed God took her life now. Well, how easy people think of death when they feel life is suck. Simply, I never thought of dead. People demanded to God to take their life in this state, but when God granted their wish, they're begging to give them more life. Sounds hypocrite, eh?
In the middle of my 'silent treatment' time, I just remembered one line that one of my friend ever told me, and I really treasured it until now: Hidup ini sebentar. Might as well have fun living it.
Still writing this alinea, I'm thinking about the words someone once told me about "just enjoying life, don't make it too hard. Positive thinking, and be optimistic." And an advice from my faraway friend that "being a positive thinking person is easy. Just don't too considered and life load only what is available."
I never enjoyed my life as well as the people I mentioned in this post. We're just thinking that our life is worthless than other. Thinking back about those words, make me feel so dumb, and blind. Enjoying the life is very easy. Oh shit, I start crying.
Only dead fish go with the flow.
Friday, 26 March 2010
Menapaki Mimpi
tak tergoyahkan sudah
langkah-langkah ini
dalam menapaki mimpi
tak kurasakan lagi peluh
tak kurasakan lagi pedih
sakit
dan sendu
mimpi itu ...
datang berkepanjangan
tak terelakkan lagi
tanganku akan menggapainya
menggenggam erat dalam tanganku yang kokoh
dan takkan pernah melepasnya lagi
mimpi itu ..
akan kudapatkan, sebentar lagi.
Monday, 16 November 2009
sosial ... ohhh sosial ........
mengapakah ada tugas sosial
di saat baru saja ujian tengah semester selesai
di saat paduan suara mahasiswa sedang intens-intensnya latihan sampe malem
mengapa masih ada tugas
yang bahannya pakai bahasa inggris
dan dijadiin powerpoint presentation
mengapakah ada tugas sosial
saat aku sedang sakit tenggorokan
saat aku sedang membutuhkan istirahat banyak
saat otakku berada dalam mode 'refreshing'
arrrrrgghhh!!!!
sosial ... ohhh sosial ....
so Sial dapat dosen baru yang rambutnya oke banget
melambai-lambai tertiup angin AC
huaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
SOSIAL!!!!!
(dibuat ngasal dalam rangka stress mengerjakan tugas presentasi ilmu pengantar sosial yang kertas bahannya aja belum tersentuh sama sekali. r a w r!)
